door to the living room

Yeah, so I started blogging. Maybe people start blogging when this "heartache" thing seeps deep into them? I dunno... maybe. So today, I'm as always, heartbroken. Like, he always leaves me so. All men do that- I know; but him? I thought he was different, I thought he was truly the one. But he isn't, apparently. I love him. I love him much more than any damned thing in the universe. I love a guy who doesn't even care about how I feel. This is the burning house. And it is burning down to nothing. Welcome.

So, today. Let's talk about today. First day of the month. Today was kinda boring. But guess what? Something amazing did happene today. I met L of SSG! Yes, I did! She's so down to earth... so is her sister! 'Twas so awesome! I talked to her sister for around half an hour! 'Twas really too cool. She even told me she'll let me meet Strata of GSS!! Yes, I'm too cool- lol. I talked to Annu about my guy- y'know- the so-called "one" or ummm- William, in my stories? Yeah... and he told me that he looks damn good. And well, I agreed. Of course, he is so damn cute. I love calling him "jerk", y'know. Jerk is so suit-ful! Even "pazham-puzhungi" suits him! Lol, Anth is a genius. So- I wub Wills- and I have no idea how I'm gonna cope with "losing" this fucking guy. I dunno whether I'll live the rest of my whole life as a "widow" (okay- thats a 0.999% chance :D) ~OR~ I may just suicide! WTF?!?! Lol, yes. I was kidding! :D I know- my jokes suck. So, welcome to the burning house. The house is indeed on fire. And I am indeed going to die.